How are you guys ^___^?  Long time no see, ne? Mis me? I definitely miss you :-*

Otherwise, I'm actually walking on the sunshine today and not even getting any blisters, just feeling überblissful, because of 



This *.* *.* *.* RyoKame fanvid *.* *.* *.* has been created by spatar /akane and unbelievably enough, she mentions that she created it in relation to HMTMKMKM. I know. Pinch me. OUCH. Pinch me again. OUCH. OUCH. Okay stop before it gets good. She's also been lovely enough to post it over at ryoxkame  and what to say what to say what to say ... it is FANFUCKTASTIC! Okay, that was a very poor description ;__;. But that's because its awesomeness is indescriptible. Simply indescriptible. It's better than any words, including every word I used in the fic, as was the case for lady_asher's sublime Beautiful Lie fanvid, you'll remember I'm sure.  Watched the vid by now, ne? So now you know. spatar  probably doesn't tread the earth. I mean, I don't know what people who are that talented do. I'm sure she floats through life all the time dispensing light and love and making people extraordinarily happy. People like me.

THANK YOU spatar .

ILU true


P.S : can't lj cut this sorries ^.^

HMTMKMKM (Chapter 25): Kamenashi Kazuya’s amazing meltdown
Rating : PG-13
Disclaimer : Last time I checked my ownership levels of Ryo and Kame both added up to a grand total of 0.000 %. Last time I checked was a second ago.
My A/N : is actually a meme today ^___^! I know I said I’m memephobic of cos’ I totally am, but I’m also a walking, talking, talking contradiction. And this meme is nice, y'know. *stolen from the lovely samenashi *

Pick 10 (A number? *sound of brain sizzling*) people and give them the "you make my day" award in no particular order. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own.

You_know_who_you_especially_are
lady_asher 
ashkt 
ayuzak 
diac 
flamesword 
orange_smaug 
sevenswells 
zsuness 
gummykid 
supacat 
zua 
mattiezumi 
jana_nox 
therese_chan 
hai_no_souretsu 
tomosuki 
rene_serseya 
Dude in white leotard in Donna Summer's Love to Love You Baby.

*not LJ-Cutting because some things in life cannot be LJ-Cut. Things like sheer talent, for example*

This Sunday is steadily, er, plateauing, so here I am just f-ing the uniwork because I've been needing to share a magical instant in time with you for a while now - and finally I can!!!!!

lady_asher , the awesome, has created A RYOXKAME FANVID, GUYS. She was so kind as to find inspiration for it in HMTMKMKM which is... I can't even speak about it, it makes me so friggin' happy and I love it so much, I have no words...I.... Ah, anyway, there's no need for words just now. Watch. It's magic.  
Download here (I'm not lying!)

Thank you lady_asher. You've simply made my year with this. I can never explain how extraordinary it feels to watch this. *embraces*

I also want to thank zua again for translating HMTMKM into Russian and thus making this fanvid possible!!!! I still can't quite grasp that it's true, you know :O. I looked at how RyoKame is written in Russian the other day and my heart totally fluttered. It's very gorgeous (If I'm even guessing right that this is the 'Pairing' part ^____^"""?): Ре/Каменаши. So *.*, ne.


In the same vein of absolute loveliness, I've been wanting for ages, simply ages, to share ayuzak 's art with you. She drew this Ryoxkame Against a Basement Wall (as I like to call it) piece of pure hotness after the F**** Frequency chapter and made me realise I'm an Adam's apple fetichist as well as just a pervert :P:




And sevenswells obviously shares my kimono kinks as very much expressed in The Fisherman and The Princess of The Insects ^___^"" She rules at drawing and I drool upon seeing <333

(You can contemplate these drawings and others in my little LJ RyoxKame gallery. I only wish it were better decorated in there in order to properly showcase the beauty of these drawings - I hope I get time to do that so soon.)

I WANTED TO PUT UP THE MOST INVENTIVE AND POETIC RYOXKAME ANIMATION EVER THAT zsuness  MADE AS A GIFT FOR MY BIRTHDAY TOO BUT I DON'T HAVE IT HERE ON THIS COMPUTER T_____T. But!!! Look forward to it in a future post <333 

Ah! There's only one thing that makes me happier than RyoKame. Sharing RyoKame!
 

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 24 : The End of The Known Universe
Pairing : RyoxKame. I adore them.
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Oh, man. The title to the chapter is a fairly good indication, though! Not!
A/N: If you're still reading, thank you very much <333 I hope this chapter doesn't disappoint... ^___^"""  An especial hello to tomosuki because she's lovely lovely lovely and her every word perks me up like pure sunshine and I'm lucky lucky lucky she's on my f-list ^____^. *furiously waving in direction of Russia to fantastic and fabulous jana_nox*. hai_no_souretsu, if I sent you an sms it would read <3 ;P. A whole bunch of vertical lines to gummykid along with my get-well-soon-so-the-zombie-fighting-fully-resumes wishes ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||. Chus to rene_serseya whose every picture is so worth zillions of my words. I hope you still want the next one after this one :D! A huuuuuuuuge bouquet of hugsies to amazing zua. *lovles on zsuness forever and ever*... *pinches ashkt's cheeks by surprise* HAHA! And blames crimsonredd and her almighty reccing powers for having half fallen in love with Kimura Takuya (about 15 years after everybody else!), but it's a thank you kind of blaming <333

Title: Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me Kill Me
Chapter 23 : F*** Frequency
Rating : NC 17 except not really, y'know.
Summary : Ryo fucks up so bad this is going to take mucho BOAO-type shoots for him to be forgiven. Mmmm. You’ve all guessed that wasn’t really a summary, huh? I fantasize in broad daylight, but  hey that’s only because Ryo pulls his pants down in broad daylight and in the presence of photographers. And Kame!

A/N: There was a terrifically angsty paragraph here about something or other but then when I wrote my thanks below I just felt better and full of love seeing your names there. I think you’re wonderful omg. <3 I wanted to wait and read this chapter with a fresh eye before I post but I'm afraid if I do I shall simply never post ^__^""". So here it is... ._____. Sorry.//// In the end I put it up briefly last night, put it down again, waited, reread and I simply can’t make it better. >.<

This chapter was originally thought of for lovely zoeycleybourne way back in the days when I first started writing fic - without her impulsion, HMTMKMKM would probably never have been continued beyond the first chapter. It feels seriously weird that it took me 23 chapters to get to it O.O!!! But I did! I’m not sure if you’re still reading but anyways here it is Leah, with love and hugs  ^______________^ <333

I also have enormous love and thanks for the following adorable angels, if they will accept it : extrasweet therese_chan, totally übercool gummykid, dear crimsonredd(I JUMPED FOR JOY WHEN I SAW YOUR ENTRY. I MISSED YOU GIRL), all kinds of wonderful ashkt, most marvellous ayuzak, extraordinarily bright tomosuki, severely swell sevenswells, contagiously!genki sanctified_x, seriously adored zsuness, very roxing desecrateregret, awesomest yamakame, *sings* fan-tas-tic jana_nox, superfabulous sumomo_yuki, romantic/pervert ;P diac THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

True thanks to anyone still reading this. CC isn’t simply most welcome, it is sorely needed at this point <333

Title : Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me Kill Me
Chapter 22 : Souvenirs
Rating : NC-17 (a very little)

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 21 : Noir Désir.
Coupling : Yes ^_^
Rating : NC-17 and liek Adult Content and stuff (I know. Again. Hey, what can I do.  It's RyoKame! Once you dirty pop, you can't stop.)
Summary : Ryo and Kame _________________________

A/N : For zua. Thanks to her wonderfulness, you can now read the first four chapters of HMTMKMKM in Russian *.* and I can't quite believe it! *pinches self* *still can't believe it* Thank you so much  Zua. Seeing those marvellous characters that I cannot understand at all when I clicked on the link (it was at the end of a lousy day, too) suddenly filled me with incomparable happiness ^_____^ I also want to thank rene_serseya who not only hosts the super Russian fic website kind enough to have the Russian version of HMTMKMKM there but who also makes absolutely gorgeous visuals which I entreat you to check out. You are in for a treat or three (each word is a different treat so clickey clickey clickey ^___^). Obviously, obviously, obviously, Russians rule! So this is for all the Russian lovelies <333 ( * winks at diac *) Thank you for all the love, I do hope you like this chapter. |

Also, she is not Russian but she makes me rose ice-cream lay-outs like my currant current one to feed my Kame cravings because she is a candied apple. Thank you sevenswells. <333 And *coco*



( Fuck, it was going to be impossible to remain mad when he couldn’t even, he couldn’t even...thi..nk properly an...ym...ore. )

Hey hey hey! (<lame)

I’m not around as much lately. I miss you in italics. I’m in the midst of doing plenty of guh stuff that I somehow have to do if I’m to keep my future on some sort of track when, really,  I would rather just yaoi my life with you and Ryo, and Kame :D (Orgy!)

Thanks to everybody who crossed their fingers for me to get that scholarship. I didn’t get it in the end, but I got so many lovely expressions of support, I gained something far more precious , yay ^____^ And hey, you girls did make me pass my exams crazily well last year, so there is no doubt that the power of my f-list is amajing.

To thank you, here's another chapter of that thing called HMTMKMKM. *very nervous about posting this one for a zillion reasons I can think of and another zillion I can't think of* I hope you like it <3.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 20 O.O Let me type that again! Chapter 20 (Title inspired by the Demon and Heartbreaker song. I highly recommend the video XD) : You are My High.
Pairing: HAxHA
Rating : This is kinda quite extremely NC-17, actually (for me). Liek, really. So careful. I mean, I hope you guys aren't shocked or anything. What am I saying. You are, liek, LJ's biggest pervs, ne? (<compliment). But I still feel a bit hazukashii posting this. I'll shut up now. That last cup of coffee = too much.
A/N : To my most adorable Scorpio betches, sweet Ash (a.k.a ashkt ) and darling Zsu (zsuness ) while you wait for your birthday fics and I really hope they don’t turn into Christmas presents O.O And yes Ryo, you count as a Scorpio betch too, and I owe you birthday fic too. For dear Sann (crimsonredd ) whose kindness makes me feel all warm in winter <3, for Rae (tomosuki ), thanks for making me such a goofy grinner with every post and comment <3  For the lovely zua  - another chapter for you to translate! I hope it makes you tremble in delight (and not fear ;P) For adored sevenswells .You are adored.

Title : Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me Kill Me
Chapter 19 : Can't Stop
Coupling Pairing : This is getting ridiculous :D I should just skip this part, ne?
Rating : NC -17. The real kind! I think. Definitely! *has just remembered some stuff she put in there*
A/N : For Rae (a.k.a tomosuki)  because omg how can anybody be so easy to dote on, for sweet and sensitive and probably embarrassed that I would say so like this Ash (a.k.a ashkt), for Sann (a.k.a crimsonredd)  ^___^ : thanks for your upbeatness and kindness! For Di (a.k.a diac), the most perverted romantic ever or the most romantic pervert ever, either works, ne? For Zsu (a.k.a zsuness) for being frankly just amajing (amongst the many things which make her frankly amajing, there is the fact that she writes astrological ryoxkame *squee*). For therese_chan, who leaves the bestest comments <3 I have the most wonderful f-list. EVER. <3 So I hope  it doesn't kill me because this is comparatively short okay ^_^" You can kill me because it's boring and badly written, though. In other terms, CC is welcome :D

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 18 : Dzoing
One True Pairing : RyoKame
Genre : RyoKame
Rating :  NC-17
Disclaimer : I do not own Nishikido Ryo and Kamenashi Kazuya. Or Ryo's mother. Or Ryo's father (and for once that's not just me being random, that's actually relevant to the pretend plot. And yes this is a sex chapter. What the? Oh well, The Kinks is one of my favourite bands you know. And that, friends, was totally random)
Summary : RyoKame.
A/N : Ad, this is yours. As a matter of fact, it's all yours. Everything.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 17 (I'm changing chapters after all. It'd be kinda not practical to pursue a chapter 16 and I'm such a practical girl, ne ;P): Stop. Thanks.
One True Pairing : RyoKame <3!
Genre : RyoKame
Rating :  NC-17 to be safe because it's important to be safe, but it's still NN (No Nothing). And it pains me to quote Fred Durst, but I Know Why You Wanna Hate Me ^_____^"
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame but I own Benedict, the voice and the crush damnit!
Summary : RyoKame go grocery shopping.
A/N : For Sann (a.k.acrimsonredd) please take extra care of your extra special self still <3. For La Femme Nikeita or Rae of Light or teh butterfly (a.k.a tomosuki) please to pardon my lame. For Zsu (a.k.a zsuness) please to 'ramble' on always and forever and to fic on likewise. For Ash (a.k.a ashkt) please to fic and fix that Broken Sonnet because it totally rings my bell |

Also, I tried to pretend not to be a comment whore for a while, but  you know what, I so am. *throws dignity out the window and this is the 6789th floor, guys* Please, GIVE ME COMMENTS. And I will give you smex. Next time ^_^. Promise.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 16 (Maybe the first part of it, I'm not sure how the sequence will then work out ^_^") :  %
One True Pairing : RyoKame <3!
Genre : RyoKame
Rating :  PG-13. a.k.a NN (No Nothing, ladies).
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame. But hey, I have this gorgeous cool Kame icon by amaicon that  has 'Mine' in the background <3! Lookey. (What do you mean, that's Jin's hand?) (Jin who?) (Do you know about that river with a ridiculous name in Egypt?) (Cos' I never heard of it :D)
Summary : There is liek, honestly nothing at all happening. It's a wee bit scandalous that I even have the gall to post this, but I guess I need the wheels of the story to keep turning, you know? Thanks for knowing, or at least understanding, or at least reading |
A/N : I can't dedicate this to anybody, because what is there to dedicate here O.O? But can I just say a monstrous thank you for the comments you have left previously? I hope I have been answering them all (have I been getting more disorganised lately, or is it my imagination?) - but please know that every comment has been a heartbeat to me. And that I have been getting totally totally corny ;_; ,^_^"
petit edit : Rae (tomosuki) I totally stole the expression 'What the banana' from you! It's too much love, that's why! *runs away from the law*

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 15 : Sexy Sardines  (I cannot believe I'm calling a chapter that either. HAHA. The previous chapter had such a pretentious title too. This should balance things out, lol)
One True Pairing : RyoKame YAY!
Genre : RyoKame
Rating :  PG-13 (I think.)
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame. Maybe it's better that way. Death by exhaustion - not pretty.
Summary : Public transportation is not only ecological, it's fun too. Yes, let's go WTF all the way here! :D
A/N: If you're reading this, I can't thank you enough. Ever. But thank you forever, and I do hope you like it even a little. :D ^___^ <3 |

Helloes !

I hope everybody is doing great - here we go, a chapter (Okay what was that - I've been terrible about communicating with fellow humans lately. I mean, worse than usual. Hey, I really really hope you're doing great. I chu you.) I'll be posting another chapter shortly, perhaps even tonight, so please accept my apologies in advance for spammage of your f-page ^_____^" That's how how I clumsily send my love out to the universe.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 14 : The epicenter of the godamn universe
One True Pairing : RyoKame
Genre : RyoKame
Rating : PiP (Poor in Perviness). Oh okay, it's  PG-13 ;)
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame yet, but I'm totally saving up to buy a piggybank so I can then save all my small change until I've got enough coins to buy them both. Yes, that's right I haven't even bought the piggybank yet. Oh well. I guess it's a good thing I'm totally certain Kame and Ryo will still be smoking hot at 234567 years old.
Summary : It's about, erm, the, erm, epicenter of the universe and stuff.
A.N : pinnamok, sake_chan, therese_chan, sumomo_yuki , kame_addiction and dragorsi will you please accept my heartfelt thanks for all your heartwarming encouragements?  |

^____^


<3

|

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 13 : T.H.E  E.N.D/Sometime when?
One True Pairing : RyoKame
Genre : RyoKame
Rating : B.O.R.I.N.G.  PG-13 ;)
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame. I still want a Jyannis puppy. Several.
A.N : For Ash ( ashkt ) Since a) you're so sweet and b) your fics are delicious dessert, please to enjoy the chocolate decadence here <3    ^__^
Summary :  Kame waxes his eyebrows  Kame moisturises. Ryo waxes critical. Meanwhile, I suck at summing up  ^-^" Maybe that's cos there is nothing much to sum up.....

Boo!

And hi! ^.^ I missed you. I now have better internet access, so I should be able to update more often, post more, pester you more, pop happy pills ( = read and answer comments *.*) and stalk Kame and Ryo online more. XD.  Another little chapter today. This was tough to write. I got jumped-the-shark fear. But then it was lots of fun again and now I don’t care if this jumped the shark or not. This story always went way beyond first fuck  further in my imagination and funnily enough, I’ve started writing several chapters ahead, but never just the next chronological one, because that would be too simple, wouldn’t it myself. *rolls eyes* Are you still with me? I love having you there *hugsies* I wouldn’t be writing this all out for lonely myself. Thank you for keeping me, Ryo, Kame, Kame’s voice, Kame’s crush and now! Benedict company. You’ll get to know Benedict in this chapter. I know, it's getting to be quite a circus in that little hotel room. O.O

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 12 : Irrelevance
One True Pairing : RyoKame Forever!
Genre : SnarkyRyo!CrazyCutieKame<3
Rating : Super S.C arisan opted for R for this type of chapter. Adopted! And thanks for the wise advice <3
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo or Kame. I've really been wanting a puppy. I know. That's irrelevant.
A.N : Monstrous thanks to everyone who reads this. A special thanks to everyone who takes precious time to comment and feedback. Thank you for making this interaction addict  happy  ^___^" 
crimsonredd, I hope this can help you relax a little, dear. ashkt, thanks for so thoughtfully quenching my thirst. You're adorable. Thanks also for quenching my thirst for fic and fun with your posts :D diac, thank you so much for waiting waiting waiting for an update <3
Summary : Ryo can be hungry and horny at once. Because he's awesome like that.

Hi.

Erm, why do I suddenly feel so shy? O.O Sorry ^__^"

So this was written and typed and posted in an unusual set-up for me, but hopefully nobody feels it for the worse while reading...? Thank you for the previous comments! They're so many gifts and presents. I really love them, I really love you. For real. I do hope you like this chapter. I did my bestest but I just dunno. ^_____^ *as nervous as ever* *maybe more* Ah well.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 11 : Crushed (I'm quite tired. So that's not the definite title to this chapter. Or maybe it is.)
One True Pairing : I'm letting you figure it out ;P
Genre : RyoKame.
Rating : I'm going with PG 13 for this chapter, but really, anything that has both Kame and Ryo is NC-17, ne? (I need to confirm this with our serious scientific consultant arisan ^.^)
Disclaimer : I don't own Ryo and Kame. I don't care, as long as they own each other. Which we all know they do. But it would be better if they fondled in public more. Come on guys. Make my life.
Summary : Kame is corny. Ryo is horny. And this summary is my most inaccurate to date (I'm confident I'll do much worse in the future)

A/N : ashkt, allow me to thank you again for my new *bannergasms* *and again*...dear me, what was I saying? I love it <33333333333 tomosuki I really really really like the way you write. I love your LJ. This is not random.
Ad. Don't worry, baby. Everything will turn out alright. I promise.

( Nishikido Ryo was a fucking sex god.  )

Hey Hey Hey,

So here's another chapter ^_^ If you're still reading this THANK YOU. And THANK YOU for your sweet comments, for your feedback and CC. Also I was being a bit of a wangster in my previous post. Sorry about that! From now on,  I'll try to not publicly self-flog, because OMG that is just not done. If I do decide to post something, I'll shut up and let you guys make your mind up about it because you are brill. And if I'm not satisfied (er, satisfied enough, because otherwise I'll never post anything, ever) then I shouldn't be posting in the first place. It's pure mathemagics *.* !!!! This should all be about fun and sex and sometimes fluff and then smex, right? And let's not forget the smut.

Title : Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Chapter 10 : Taste You (You may check out Auf Der Maur's song of the same title in teh musicplayer at top of my LJ :D)
One True Pairing : RYOKAME (note that I'm removing the exclamation mark because this OTP is now matter-of-fact)
Genre : RYOKAME (note that I'm removing the exclamation mark because this OTP is now matter-of-fact)
Rating : Very NC-17. Ooooooh la la.
Disclaimer :  I don't own Ryo or Kame. And Ryo, stop giving me the puppy eye like you're all sad. How do you think I feel about not owning you? Oh. I see. You were looking at Kame over my shoulder. Wait. Wait. Kame is behind me????!!!!!11111
Summary : Waking up hard is easy to do.

A/N : This goes out to tomosuki (she is awesomeness liek one can't even say. Yup. That much), madhatterbelial (where are you? I miss chu and your class!), diac (GO SHORTY! Lol, yup it's still your birthday as far as I'm concerned), ashkt (HAHA, I actually considered not mentioning you here just because you so cute when you poutey, but hell, I think I like your smile more ^___^), crimsonredd (Your words are extraprecious and it's a privilege to be on your f-list <3 Thank you), zoeycleybourne (OMG you can soon research Yoko in person for your super fic! OH. MY GOD <3) and arisan (hi to our new scientific consultant extraordinaire and karaoke diva!) and you know what, really, thank you to anyone that reads this. It's probably not done to dedicate fic to so many people (not in the sense that zillions read this. I mean that there are several is already amazing. I mean that anyone would read is amazing) but OMG it is not my fault that people are kind and wonderful. And my love goes around out a lot like Kame's but it's STD free pure and genuine like Kame's ^_______^ |


EDIT : I'll be travelling the next few days so, pretty friends,  no idea when/if I can access LJ to comment on posts and answer to your comments (^______________^ wow you already left me comments on this!!! I WANNA ANSWER THOSE BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS ASAP. I LOVE YOU) I believe my LJ addicted ass will be back here around wednesday though. Just saying, but I wouldn't mind if I'd been bombarded by comments during my absence :D | Now I need to HURRY O.O
Everybody take mucho care and post plenty <3